![]() ![]() When I was 14, I chased an 11 year old girl around trying to kiss her. On top of all that, it's quite possible I'm a pedophile. I also ripped off a lizard's tail.and killed a lizard.but those were accidents. (The dogs aren't traumatized at all anymore, but.) ![]() I was so gutted about how badly I hurt him- he was bruised under his fur and upset for days- I swore never to beat any animal ever again, and I haven't. My younger dog I beat the shit out of once (maybe, technically, twice? same day in a short time period), ever. He was just sad I had to go to school and I beat him. I beat him with shoes because he chewed them. I beat the shit out of my older dog, multiple times when I was an older teen. She cuddles me every fucking night that I let her. I stopped doing that at some point because my mom talked to me. I used to put a laundry basket over her and shake it while she screamed. The sixth cat I don't remember if I was mean or nice but I gave her to some old ladies because we had to move. The fifth cat ran away, I don't know what I did. She'd always scratch me up and I deserved it. The third, I chased her around and sprayed her with water and hit her. Both of the first cats I ever had ran away, so I must have done something to them. And I've treated my best friend horribly. I lost a friend after I verbally abused her, too. I've told them both to kill themselves a million times. As an adult, I've been physically and verbally abusive to my mom. I've been verbally and physically abusive to everyone around me since I could talk. And unlike most of the people here, I truly deserve to kill myself. Posts we have okayed will be flaired.Īnything that's primarily of philosophical or scientific interest does not belong here. Surveys and research participation requests must be pre-approved by the mod team. We will be glad to talk with you privately, or help in any other way that we can. If you need help but don't feel comfortable making a post for any reason, please message the moderators. If this happens to you, please know that we do want to talk to you. If we need to remove a post or comment from someone who's reached out for help, we'll let them know why we removed it and how they can change it. This means not saying "it gets better" or guaranteeing any outcomes! It also means not to make any "supportive" but unverifiable assertions about the OP, i.e. Please, never make promises to our vulnerable OPs that you personally can't keep.Encouragement should never be offered until you've demonstrated understanding of the OP's emotions and experience, to their satisfaction, not yours! This also means no fundraising or activism, please. Do NOT post general "uplifting" or anti-suicide messages.This includes inviting private contact as a first resort. Don't "advertise" yourself as a helper, authority, or role model.Posts shouldn't include or request contact information.The rules below link to posts with details. Sort by "new" and check for posts with few or no good responses. If you're here to help please respond publicly to our OPs in need. It's fine to share what worked for you, but DO NOT advocate for or against any specific type of therapy, self-help strategy, or medication, especially street drugs or alcohol, and DO NOT diagnose people The only requirement to respond here is genuine concern, so please don't take anything you read here as professional advice. We offer non-judgemental peer support ONLY. Please note that we are NOT a hotline! We do NOT have the ability to trace the source of any posts, and we can't guarantee immediate responses. Anything that's not a direct, personal, supportive response to the OP.Trolling or incitement to suicide or any type of self-harm or violence.Pro-Suicide Posts or Comments, or any explicit discussion of suicide methods.Abuse or "tough love" including any guilt-tripping like "suicide is selfish" or "think of your loved ones".If you see anything like this in a post or comment, please message the moderators. All the following ways of responding to at-risk OPs are strictly forbidden. If you've lost someone to suicide, /r/SuicideBereavement is there for you, or you can check out our shared list of bereavement resources. If you're new here and want to help, please read these two posts before diving in. If you're concerned about someone else, you're welcome to post, also check out our talking tips and risk assessment guide. If you need help for yourself, we've got a directory of voice and chat/text hotline services and FAQs about hotlines, plus selected online resources. The SW Mod team also maintains /r/SWResources. If you see abuse, trolling, or guideline violations, click here to message us! Resources ![]()
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